Scattered words

Hello guys ❤️  Hope you had great days recently ❤️  So,few weeks ago i was reading a book called ( أحببتك أكثر مما ينبغي) it wasn't the kind if books i would like , but i read it anyway. But in that book they mentioned a website called Future Me . On this website you would write a message to your future self and they would send it to you few years latter .  I thought it would be cool to write that kind of a messages and writing in it what you think you would be doing five years latter , what you think you will be working at , where you'll be living and also write all your hopes and wishes for the future , what you imagine it would be like , would you still have the same people around you or something would happen .  For me it seemed to be such a great idea , to see if i have achieved what i wished for in these five years , you could also write few advices to your future self .  I wish you could give it a try because it would give you such a spirit to do things for your future a

People come in and out of our lives all the time , and we deal with all kinds of them ; the mean , the funny , the rude ,the lovely caring ones and so on .. But there is a time in our life when we meet someone great by accident and they  turn out to be a must keep friend!  The Kind of a friend we had searched for  over and over before ; the good , understanding , funny , crazy , nice , sweet , caring kind of a friend that you can share all your secrets with easily knowing that they would keep them safe for you . Most of the time these people are the ones you have never expected to be friends with or even you used to hate ! Haha right?  This kind of a friend you must just hold on to them and never ever let go .  They are the ones who are there with you when no one else is , they are the people who believe in your  possibilities and you know they will be there for a life time.  These people deserves to be thanked and praying for god to keep them safe for you . 

So after things gotten worse in Syria as you know ! My uni ( AIU) decided to move in to Damascus ..  They didn't manage to find a good place for us .  We take exams finals and midterms in this place - in the picture below - it is a damn hell of a place it is soo freezing in there and so on ..  Despite everything is going on in our country we still manage to wake up get dressed put on a smile and go to our schools , uni , work...  Everyday we hope to get back home safe and try not to die on road .. We pretty much managed to get used to it .. ( as we claim )  We got used to bombs , people walking on the streets with guns , fear of being kidnapped and so on ..  On November 23rd of 2014 i had an exam and while am going through it .. A gun shots sound starts , it scared the shit out of us !  If you look at the photo below you notice that the roof is some kind of a glass - which scared me even more- the sound was so close it felt like it was a war just out the doors !  O

Looking back to 4 years before now ! When everything was great .. Life seemed to be fine everyone was happy !  How could we ruin everything without even noticing . We grew so much hate in our hearts , until we stopped feeling nothing but hate! We hated each other we hated our country , and we stopped caring about it all !  لك شو بدي إحكيلك لإحكيلك عن هل بلد يا رفيقي  خربانة و الله خربانة يا رفيقي  إي إي هي سوريا  لك البلد يلي كل ناس بتحسدنا عليه و بتحبو خرب .. الحقد عبّا قلوب الناس  دمار .. موت .. حزن ..  الفرح تركنا و راح من زمان  شكلو مل منّا .. معقول؟  الموت بكل مكان لك فيني فكرلك بميت طريقة عم نموت فيا ..  بكرا بس يخلص كلشي يا رفيقي لا تجي .. لا ترجع  مو مشان شي بس مشان ما تشوف سوريا البلد يلي خسرت حبابك مشانا هيك صارت !!                                   ❤️❤️

So am not really sure what am doing over here blogging .. I wasn't even planning to start a blog ! But my best friend had told me to start one over than million times .. So am giving it a try 😊 I am a pharmacist to be living in syria and i have been wasting air since almost 19 years ❤️ Now! What am i going to blog about right? Well we all have these scattered pieces of words inside of our minds but each and every one of us arrange them differently .. And it seems like am good at arranging things!  I have always dreamed about writing a book or something .. So i guess this is a step up closer for that dream !  I write all different kind of thing but most of them are arabic stuff so yeah .. P.s: I have no idea what am i DOING!                                                         Enjoy❤️