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So after things gotten worse in Syria as you know ! My uni ( AIU) decided to move in to Damascus .. 
They didn't manage to find a good place for us . 
We take exams finals and midterms in this place - in the picture below - it is a damn hell of a place it is soo freezing in there and so on .. 
Despite everything is going on in our country we still manage to wake up get dressed put on a smile and go to our schools , uni , work... 
Everyday we hope to get back home safe and try not to die on road .. We pretty much managed to get used to it .. ( as we claim ) 
We got used to bombs , people walking on the streets with guns , fear of being kidnapped and so on .. 
On November 23rd of 2014 i had an exam and while am going through it .. A gun shots sound starts , it scared the shit out of us ! 
If you look at the photo below you notice that the roof is some kind of a glass - which scared me even more- the sound was so close it felt like it was a war just out the doors ! 
On that day i can't even describe the feelings i felt and everyone there faces ! 
When i came back home i was so thankful i came back safe and i managed to write this: 
ذات مومنت لما تكون قاعد عم تقدم فحص و فجأة بيطلع صوت تفجير و بعدو تقويص كتير و بترتعب و بتسمع صوت المراقب عم يقول ما تخافو مافي شي .. 
انو انت هلا طمنتنا ؟ 
شو عرفنا هي القذيفة وين نزلت و ببيت مين و مين اخدت معا 
لك حااااج .. ما مليتو؟ 
ايمتا حتملو و تريحو هل شعب 
لك بتمشي بالشارع ما بتلاقي زلمة مبسوط 
حتى اللولاد صارت لعبتون ( يا حزرك هاد صوت شو ..؟ ) 
ما بقي حدا ما رحلو شي 
شو عم نستفيد هلأ نحنا لما عم نقتل بعض 
لما عم نهدم بلدنا .. 
لما عم نصير مسخرة الشعوب و البلدان و الشاطر يلي بدو يقتلنا .. 
مَتلك اخ؟ غيرك متلو اب
اعتقلو ابوك؟ غيرك راحت عيلتو كلا بقذيفة  
راحتلك سيارة؟ غيرك صار بالخيمة 
لك بتمشي بالشارع الناس ما عادت فرقت معا ان متنا ولا ما متنا 
بتطلع عل سما يا ترا حتصلني منا رصاصة؟ 
يا ترا حيجي يوم و يصير دوري قبل ما تخلص هل ازمة؟ 
الناس عايشة بس عم تستنا دورا 
الله يفرج احسن شي 
الله يحمي الكل 
و بعيد الشر عن الكل ❤️ 
الله يحميكي سوريا و يخليلنا ياكي ❤️
                        Enjoy !❤️
P.s: sorry for being so dramatic but its our life you know .. That is just what happen ! 
also if you have some advices for me just comment down below and i will try to make it better inshaallah , if you also find some mistakes just go ahead and warn me about them and i would be so grateful .. THANK YOU❤️MUCH LOVE ❤️

Comments

Unknown said…
Allah yhmeeke w b3eed wl shr 3nk
W ktabtk 7loueh
انا اندمجت كتير وصرت رووح لخيالي لبعيد واتخيل حالك والمناظر والاحداث
Unknown said…
Allah yhmeeke w b3eed wl shr 3nk
W ktabtk 7loueh
انا اندمجت كتير وصرت رووح لخيالي لبعيد واتخيل حالك والمناظر والاحداث
Kamar Charaf said…
شكراً كتير و هاد هو الهدف يمكن انو ينحطو الناس بالموقف من ورا الشاشة
Kamar Charaf said…
3youneeek❤️❤️
Unknown said…
You shouldn't apologize yourself for being "dramatic". This is YOUR CURRENT SITUATION!!! There are no excuses for other people not to show empathy towards you and your country! And it hurts so much to know, that you all risk your life day by day only to go to school, work, uni... And it is very impressive that you find every day a sense to continuing. You are very brave, because you never give up! I pray that you all will live in peace soon.
Kamar Charaf said…
Thank you so much dear jessica ❤️ You really made my heart smile ^_^ i hope no one ever gets to experience this at all , it is really hard to deal with everything in this situation, so , thank you from tge bottom of my heart for your support and lovely words ❤️❤️❤️

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