Dear mom ..

I would like to dedicate this post to the best woman on earth .. My mother .
Dear mom ..
How many times did we write this sentece before? They always told us to write letters to our moms in school , but we have always did it for the marks , we never thought about its true meaning , like yeah writing a message for my mom , for what? I see her everyday right? Why won't i just go ahead and tell her? .
We all have wondered that before right? 
Well i'll tell you why , sometimes we want to tell and express to our moms how we feel but they just stuck inside of us and we end up saying stuff we may not really mean . 
So , 
Dear mom ..
It may seem to you that these are only two words put together to form a sentece which is dear mom , but in fact these two simple words have many words and feelings represented by them . 
So mom , how are you doing? Like really how are you? The true answer not the one you always told us about you being fine , we know there is alot of pain inside of you , we know how many things you sacrificed for us and we are sorry ..
We are sorry for every single time we hurt you . 
We are sorry for every single time we said things we didn't mean to say ..
We are sorry for every time you got in pain and you kept it in from us . 
We are sorry for every tear ran on your cheeks because of us .
Dear mom , you may not know how much this means to us , you may not know that for every tear ran down on your cheeks , hurt us so bad on the inside ..
We are sorry we disappointed you so many times .. But i promise you one day you are going to be so proud of your kids ❤️
May god protect you and heal you from all the pain .
***********
 إمي حبيبتي ..
لو بكتب كلمات الدنية كلا ما بوفي ربع الأشياء يلي بتعمليا كل يوم مشاننا ..
إمي يا نور عيوني ما في شي بالدنية ممكن يوصفلك قديش منحبك ..
سامحينا يا إمي .. 
سامحينا عطلب منك ما عملنا ..
سامحينا على كلمة طلعت منا و جرحتك ..
صدقيني يا إمي الدنية لما ما بتكوني موجودة بشعة كتير كتير ..
صدقيني يا إمي .. إنتي الدنية كلا .. إنتي الحنان .. إنتي الرفقات .. إنتي السعادة .. إنتي يلي بتعطينا الأمان و بتخلينا نطمن لما بيكون كلشي مو زابط معنا ..
سامحينا يا إمي ..
تعبناكي كتير .. قهرناكي كتير .. وجعناكي كتير.
عطيتينا كتير .. و ما عرفنا نعطيني جزء منو ..
لا تبكي يا إمي .. دمعتك بتحفر جورة بقلبنا .. دمعتك بتكسرنا ..والله دمعك غالي كتير يا إمي ..
سامحينا ..
بعرف يا إمي هالكلمات ما ممكن توفي شي ، و ما ممكن تعطيكي حقك ، بس يا إمي هاكلمات علقانة جوانا ، هل كلمات عم تعتب علينا ، على كلشي عملنا ..
هالكلمات يا إمي بدا تقلك شكراً ..
شكراً على وجودك دائماً معنا لما ما حدا بيوقف معنا ..
شكراً يا إمي على كل مرة ساعدتينا فيا ..
شكراً يا إمي لأنك رغم كلشي وجع فيكي و لسا بتبتسميلنا و بتحسسينا بالأمان ..
بعرف يا إمي ولادك زعلوكي كتير .. و ما طلعو متل ما بدك ..
بس بوعدك يا إمي ، ولادك بكرا رح يخلوكي تفتخري فين و تقولي هادا ابني متل ما نحنا منقول لكل العالم هي إمي أنا ! 
يا كل الدني هي إمي لإلي ❤️
هي إمي أحلا و أحسن إم بالدنية كلا  ❤️
الله يخليلنا ياكي و يحميلنا ياكي و يخفف من أوجاعك و يبعد عنك المرض و يطول عمرك و يخليكي سالمة معافية ❤️❤️
آمين . ❤️
The part 3 is being written so yeah sorry for being late , again :( . 
Also, please go ahead and click on view web version and vote on the column on the right ❤️
Much love ❤️ 

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