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  Yen When we are foreigners we tend not to miss the land or places but the people, our friends and families, we tend to miss who we are and what we used to be, we miss all the memories we had and the long never ending talks with whom we loved..  اشتياق   اصبحت   ادرك   ان   الاشتياق   ليس   للأوطان   او   الاماكن   انما   اشتياقٌ   للأشخاص   و   الذكريات   اشتياقٌ   لمن   نحن   و   ما   كنا   عليه   اشتياقٌ   للأحلام   للأحاديث   الطويلة   الشوارع   و   المباني   لا   تعنيني   انما   من   يسكنها   يسكن   القلب ..

  I am tired.. Everything is overwhelming  Everything is tiring  Words are not enough  Nothing seems to be enough. أنا   متعب .. متعبٌ   من   هذه   الحياة   لم   تعد   تكفيني   الكلمات   و   لم   تعد   تسعني   الأسطر   فكل  ما   فيي   متعب   يتبع.. ..To be continued

Two years later.. Even though time have passed but nothing really have changed.. Still hearing mortars, rockets and bullets and wondering whom they are taking next. All kinds of ups and downs have passed on , leaving us thinking how fast time goes by and how many stuff  we imagine would never pass on or happen have truly did without even noticing. Thought we would be used to it by now but it seems like it is forever hard to, because every time anything comes up forever reminding us how close death is and forever renewing our faith. Two years have passed and still getting heartbroken every time we see a kid in the street trying to earn some money but always getting rejected. Thought humanity would have made its way to people's hearts by now, but how far instead it became. Living here started to make us feel like we are only waiting for our turn one by one leaving this life forever. For all of you out there that might think we are use...

It has been forever since i last posted anything, so i thought that it is about time to write something new especially there were alot of people asking me why I stopped and will i be writing anything soon ? My answer to all of them was just give me some time to clear my mind .. So yeah this is it , hope you enjoy it ❤️❤️ ****** I remember one time a friend told me that there will be a time in my life that i am gonna lose a lot of people and in the same time others will replace their place in my heart , my friend told me that when that time happens not to be sad , i was surprised and said how can i not be sad if i am loosing the ones that I once have cared about? He said it would be for the best , because at the end my dear you will end up only with the people that truly care about you and only the good ones will stay . Now that i have been in that situation I understood that what he said is really true . I also remember one time i was sitting with my grandpa and he wa...

I have always wondered about people's psychology and friendship .  Always wondered how to fit in and be loved . But i have found finally that what really matters is your happiness no matter what everyone else thinks . But it kept me thinking about how to find a friend that is trustworthy , or how to be that friend .. I have found out that there is two types of people we meet , the one that wishes no good for us , and the one that your happiness is all what matters to them .  We meet a lot of new people everyday and we must know how to define who is who to us ..  Some rather spend time talking with you and some spend time talking about you ..  Some helps you out and some pushes you down.  Some watch your back and some are the reason you get hurt in the first place ...  Learn how to define them and you will live happily ever after .. And in the end i want you to learn how to be happy on your own before turning out to people ... ******* مو كل مين حاكاك و قلك ا...

It's been along time since i last posted something here :'), i don't know why but i haven't been motivated recently so , yeah :/ . ***** She always gave others hope , everytime someone asked for a person to stand there with .. She was the one to answer their help .. She had that weird kind of hope , the one that keeps you alive !  They always wondered about her hope and how she maneged to save it when everyone else seemed to lack hope .. But what they did not really know , is that deep down inside of her she actually started to doubt it , she doubt everything , she thought everyday about what everyone kept saying that there is no more hope to live for here and how they hated everything about here! And it acually started to take here's too . She did not know how she got so much hope herself , but what she knew is that how scared she was of turning like them and what would really happen if she did .  She might have lost it long time ago , but she would never admit it ...

I have been loving creation tusday so far so much ❤️_❤️. Not gonna say what happened to "the truth behind her hope " but it is taking me so long to upload it :( .  Todays creation is send from a lovely girl named : Kinana Edriss, she is also from syria and she is definitely an amazing writer too ❤️ .  Keep it up Kinana 😍 .  ********* كالنفس الاول من كل شيء... انت  كفرحة الام الثكلى التي حبلت بعد الف عام..انت كغيمة يتيمة عانقت اختها.. فامطرت وامطرت  تلك هي انت  وانا والشام  عاشقان لقبلة واحدة قبلة الجنوب من ريح عطرك انت  اجوب الليل باحثا... تائها سائلا الدوالي عنك سائلا السمر عنك سائلا الحياة عنك وبينما انا ابحث عنك في طيات جفوني اجدك.... طال النوى  فالعين تبكي والكف تلتقط جبهتي والارض تستمع نجواي فتسقى. وتسقى وتورقني بالروح منك... طال النوى ولربما سيطول اكثر وانت لازلت كالنعنع كلما اقتصصتك مني تنبتين اكثر وليس بوسعي يا سيدتي سو...